blow a miss

juz try to write in here instead of  my diary one ..humm actually miss my family in pahang.. so busy evryday wit many assignment n tutorial to do.but no wonder lha becoz next week  i'll go home ..wait up yaa mom.. miss u so much ..juz now otp wit her .. i think today has some free time for me to touch da fon.. life in unimap as an engineer in future give me many challenges.. inspite doing something fun here ..i must care about my study too right ???so i must keep it in my mind for whatever i did..look forward n create a best future on next 10 years.. i wish to have a lamborghini...wahhhh ...pray everyday soon i'll get it yaa..now suddenly i remembered about her. .seriously i really miss her..u knw what??wait wait..i never feel like this b4. when i come to unimap at first.. i dont have any wishes that i'll find a gf .. but one week after da orientation day.. i stayed at da library..then while i wuz relaxing on da sofa..i'm on wechat.. then  try look at nearby lookin for a frend.. later on i found a gurl wearing plkn uniform on her profile picture named $%#* C02.. i  really excited at that time to knw her.. wht do u think??it's becoz i wuz a trainer of plkn too. haaa ..n her name also cute n unique for me... at first front talk after i knw her wuz at da cafe beside koop im my hostel. b4 she's so shy to meet me.. but after da moment we have dinner together ...day by day we're become close.. we create many moments here in perlis .. but one day .. she told me that she's already have a bf.. i dont get surprise actually .. at all. becoz how any boys will not attracted to her..she's caring n pampered gurl..n also beautful...she said to me again that she feel something  ..whenever she did n wherever she go,, she's kind of hard to like a boy.but different when she met me... haaaa.. i asked her y?? u knw what her response ..she said that i'm a nice guy..  n attractive.. she told me that i really care on gurls n she like it so much..tik tok tik tok..now 11.12.13 almost 2 months i did'nt contact her .. i wuz lettin myself away from her ..it's all becoz in presence of me.. she's gettin confuse n have a fight wit her bf.. i dont want that.. but deep in my heart i really miss her.. i still remember our moments that we created together.. u've changed me..u've changed my life n da way i'm thinking.. i never find a gurl like u b4.. seriously i wuz fall in love .. but now what else i can do .. u said that u loved me..but in tha same time u loved him.. i thought this da best way for me to let u happy wit him.. i juz wish u all da best n always get for what u want in ur life..